EdiSONo9™

2010-05-07T22:34:00.000-07:00

Take a break and have a subway. (:

I was so hungry that i went to buy some bread at subway and finished them myself. I like the combination of the taste of the ingredients. It's so delicious.

Kay, enough of breaks. Back to work. :(

2010-05-07T22:00:00.000-07:00

Had a great day. Almost collapse during Chinese Oral. I spoke tremblingly with those fatal words. Talked nonsense which was equivalent to suicide. It's already a gone-case.

While waiting for the bus, the vibration of my phone snapped me out of my reverie. Picked up and saw "add oil too" .

What i've sent reflected to myself.
Maybe i shall just forget about those unrecoverable mistakes that i've made and move on. No point consoling myself further. What is done cannot be undone. Shall deal with the facts now. (:

APRIL FOOLS!

2010-04-04T06:36:00.001-07:00

April Fools!

What a day!

A day filled with sporting events and the hot sun. LOL! I must congrats Marcus, Nash for bringing pride to our CCA [Library] not forgetting to thank Justin and his friend of course.

So, had a good day at Tampines stadium with the usual clique and slacked. Supporting, shouting, hiding. Hiding from cameras. -.-

I was accused as i sprained my neck and knee. And Zhao, injured too, sprained his ankle. Just as coincident for the appearance of two lower sec librarians to replace our vacant slot. [Justin and his friend] (:

Luckily i wasn't forced to run again. Marcus and Nash shall did the job. They sprint at extreme speed and won 3rd! While they were running, Zhao and i was discussing that if they both were to run 200m each if Justin and his friend didn't turn up. :x Hahah.

Then, the price giving and it ended.

All right, after the laborious 'sun tan', i went to meet my aunts and went to bought my new phone. (:

After which, we proceeded to meet up with my cousin's dad and then, went on to Ngee Ann Secondary.
There was this Choir performance that we were invited to. It was quite astonishing and yet pretty ashamed when i saw a "lattice" group of choir members. Our school is like less than a quarter of it, even for full attendance.
Not to mention, Ngee Ann. What do you expect?! [They are just qualified.]

Here's a video i took.
My cousin was wearing purple polo tee. Spot her. (:

And this will show how they are being qualified.

Our school is definitely incomparable. Our school's choir so corrupted. T.T
I'm not being sarcastic or sth, but that's truth to be outspoken.

I have to say that i'm proud of my cousin, Angeline. I'm not praising her blindly but she really did a great job and hope she continues her path in choir. Keep it up! (:

That's all i've to say. (:

Bye Bye(:
Light up the inky sky.

APRIL FOOLS!

2010-04-04T05:20:00.000-07:00

2010-02-12T23:21:00.000-08:00

HEYHEYHEY!

Happy Lunar New Year eve!

Just came back from shopping. LOL! Was having late minute shopping at Bedok interchange with my Aunt and Dad. Spent heartbreaking amount of money that didn't come from me. I was given 300 for new year outfits, but decided not to buy too exorbitant stuffs. Shopped at my typical store [Giordano]. Went to Hang Ten, Bossini but nothing struck my eyes. Brought a jeans, 3 polo tees at Giordano and other two pants at a unknown store. Time is never enough when you have events like shopping, especially for girls. But for me, it's the other way round. LOL! After that, i headed home because i think it was laborious staying there walking here and there aimlessly. I would rather sleep instead. :D Alright, today's expenses is half of what i'm capable to pay. Decided not to go for levis's jeans this year as to get more clothing. I appreciate that i didn't spent too much and kept the leftovers in my pocket. After yesterday's hilarious show with Jonathan, Kennth & Shawn plus the expenses on the smelly pasta, i'm left with a few flies in my wallet. But, luckily i restored it today. (:

Gonna have my reunion dinner soon!
Wishing you a Happy Lunar New Year in advance. :)

2010-01-28T00:31:00.000-08:00

HEYHEYHEY!

Today's Geo was fun. Don't believe?! Pictures do the "talking".

Besides, I found this.

2010-01-26T00:01:00.000-08:00

HEYHEYHEY!

My first post in this year of 2010!

Today, "A eventful day".
I did what i did yesterday this morning. Woke up in the morning, brush my teeth, get ready and rushed out at 0650 hours. What really "eventful" is that i forgot to bring my wallet which is a repeat of what i did yesterday. So, I came back home, took my wallet and cabbed to school. It cost me 7 dollars to get me from here to there. Total up today's and yesterday's will be 7x2 = $14 . . . It seriously cost a bomb. -.- How many cups of Milo in there?!

Alright, I shall stay positive and be a anti-misery person. Despite today's expenses, i did not late for school is more of a important thing. If not, I'll commit suicide for spending that HUGE amount of money.

Besides, what's fresh this year is that I'm taking Geography instead of History. I seriously don't understand the concept of History essays. There's no reason for me to live in the passed, it's meaningless. Furthermore, despite that one whole year of history education, all i know is Hitler had one testicle/ball. -.-" What kind of result will i produce? You can predict it for me.

Hmmmm. . . Pathetic eh>? It's pointless for me to continue. Not that i give up, but just chose a better route to success. Hahah.

Geography at least I can seek help from Marcus, Gillian, Zhao and DingJie etc.
Not that bad afterall. At least, i can ensure that i made the right choice.

Edison will change from emotionless to ecstatic.
:| ---> :)

It's time.
Bye.

2009-12-31T07:33:00.001-08:00

Heyy.

On this New year eve, I honorarily wish you a Happy New year!
Hope in this Brand new year, everything will be brand new. :D
LOL!. Throw away those unhappy/unwanted misery and move on from life.

12am:
We have just said bye to 2009 and welcomed 2010. Everyone will have a good year this year.!
Good luck for O's, so on and so forth.

It's Time for me to go on, Bye.
Best regards. (;

2009-12-18T05:30:00.000-08:00

HEY HEY HEY.

After a long while, I think shall blog today.

Today
Alright. Today, was a eventful day. Went out with Shawn and Kennth to Golden Village located at Tm. We watched the show "Bodyguards and Assassins". It was a rather tragic movie which lots of bloody scenes were seen. You may become anemic after sights and sights of bloods around. LOL.

Yesterday
Yesterday, I went out with Edwin, Yijun, Jx, Belinda and her brother Jed. 6 of us gathered at around 1100 and had our lunch at Sakae. It was a untasted meal that they ate. Think till now, they won't be able to forget the taste of either seaweed or Toufu. [Luckily i ate only sushi] Maybe for them, its a brand new experience. LOL. Not much choices for Vegetarians other then Toufu or seaweed. I think i made the wrong decision by suggesting to Sakae instead of Subway or Pizza hut.

After the "wholesome" meal, we headed down to Tampinese Safra for pool. [As in Billard kinda pool, not swimming pool. ] With the guidance by jx, we reached there safe and sound. It is a porcelain place with many facilities. Gym, Bowling alley, Cafe & restaurants etc. can be found there. It is a place that managed to brighten up our laborious day. During the game [pool], two obstinate friends of mine were hyper active. They were so active that others commented on their energetic voices which intervened them. LOL.

Later on, when the game finished, we went to bowl at the bowling alley. It was fun as we are more socialized. Lastly, Jed & Yijun went to Cybercafe for their computer games as we had our fun at the Mind Cafe.

Afterall, thank Jx & Edwin for being so informative and antique. If not, the event will not be carried out so smoothly.

Ate two whole medium pan Pizzas after getting home. Surprisingly i managed to finish it all by myself. Was hungry and secretly placed the order to Pizza hut. 6235 3535 . . . Pizza hut delivery.! LOL. xD

December 13th
Went to Marina Barrage with Aunt and Nikey on the 13th. Kinda fun compared to staying at home. It's a little break from studies. The fresh air there is as pure as their water. LOL! Explored around and homed.

December 4th
On December 4th, Gillian, Zhao, Marcus, Shimin & I went to Quality Hotel to had our dinner.
Unfortunately, Nash & Mel Didn't turn up. It would be more fun if they were there. That morning rained. But, that doesn't affect the atmosphere. :D

After so long, I finally decided to be socialize. Dad was like "Kid, you can't stay at home today". LOL.

That night, when the inky sky came, lights on the Christmas tree welcomed us. It is a healthy choice by eating there though it is a buffet. Gillian was like "Perth made me fatter, after this meal, gonna lose weight." LOL. Actually, she don't have the "prosperous look" anyway. She don't have to do so. Same goes to you*. [You know who you are]

After that, we rambled to ________ Shopping mall. Had a good/great/fantastic chat and *Poof*, i'm homed.

Upcoming. . .
20th - Pasir Ris Park.
24th - Science Centre.
25th - Staying over.
26th - East coast Park.

Gonna study now.
Shine the light rays on this shivery night.

2009-12-01T22:16:00.000-08:00

Celebrated my birthday yesterday with family. Insisted not to host a party like my sister. LOL.
They brought forward the celebration as they ain't free on the actual day.

This is kinda irritating. LOL. When you're in my shoe, you'll get what i feel now. I'm like an adult but still a kid. What an complicated explanation. :X Every year's celebration is getting blander and blander. When the middle age of your entire life arrived, celebrations might mean nothing or meaningless. LOL!

My sister revenged on me as I "masked" her on her birthday. LOL. I admire her enthusiasm, she really have the urge to be so energetic.

By saying that, it reflected that i'm old. -.- LOL!
Reminded me of a song by Simple plan. . .

Grow Up - Simple Plan

2009-11-19T05:00:00.000-08:00

昨天的事，
讓我覺得，
我是一個很沒用的哥哥。。。

2009-11-06T05:49:00.000-08:00

My phone officially died 3 days ago on the date 3rd of November. She first had coma for a period of 14 days. During the coma, she actually vibrated when i physically-contacted with her. But, unfortunately, she took her step and left me. She was operated by a Doctor [technician] and unable to fight till the end. At her last breath, i was not by her side accompanying her. After i was informed by the doctor, i was staggered while those hurtful words were dashing into my ears. I actually mourned for a day since after the sad news is been announced. How i hope truth is spurious, yet, happenings is irreversible. I felt bad during memorial. How regretful i am. But, things that is done cannot be undone. I shall try to look forward to my future life. ):

This is what happened before she became like this. That very "Bloody Sunday" which is the day before End Of Year examination. My Dad and my younger Sister was quarreling aloud. I overheard. Uncontrollably walked over with my heavy steps and slammed my poor & innocent phone onto the floor with rage. I do not know why on earth i did that, but it was not my intend to do so. I should not be such a petulant person throwing my anger just like that. I should have control it and things will not happen. Maybe that is how my End Of Year examinations is affected. ): Sigh, why things is always so unpredicted?

Alright, Shall not talk about this. Let me continue with today's events. Today, instantly felt low when the collection of report book took place. I results did not meet my expectation and of course, did not fulfill school's criteria. I do not think that today is a good day to me anyway. Shall let the time wash away my pain.

Despite those unhappy stuffs, I had a great time with my friends- adnileM, Shimin, Gillian, Zhao Marcus and lastly Nash. We went to CATCH [watch] a movie at The Cathay located at Dhoby Ghaut. We met at approximately 0230 pm and had our lunch there. Our show started at 3 and ended at 5 plus. I reckon. Or maybe 4? Uh. It does not matter.

The show titled " " and eventually not really that nice. I have forgotten the name of it. LOL. The movie have no climax and all awhile remained like a straight line. I do not know how to describe it but it gave an impression of boredom to me. Precisely, is boredom. :x
Maybe, it is just not the right show for me. Someone who likes love stories will love it.

After the viewing of movie, we headed down to little india. [LOL. I am joking.] We went to adnilem's condominium to spend our time. Nash unfortunately did not join us and went home. We chatted, played cards, smelled, turned bottles. LOL. Just those "no life" kinda style. Anyway, I do not really know what on earth i was doing just then. I was talking rubbish and doing things which is out of control. [Self-drunk without alcoholic contained drinks.] LOL. This is what i normally does when i am out so late. Maybe it is caused by exhaustion. Everyone was tired too, I supposed.

After slacking, Marcus set off for his dinner. We went to ate a handful of Pratas and thereafter, i came home.
A lot of serendipitous events today.
THE END. :)

2009-10-31T05:50:00.000-07:00

Farewell, 3E4 members.

So long. May happiness be with you all. I'm unable to join you guys in 4E.

How i hope truth is spurious, but it's factual. There's no way to mend. It's just imperfect. Only to dwindle my excruciating sore. I've agonized over mistakes and spited on my foolishness. Not much devotion of my time dedicated to studies. How dreary it was.

After so long, Maybe i just need more time, a little bit more time to master my skills, brace up my corruptible results.

I'm unprepared. Mentally, i contemplate.
A year will be enough. Don't look back, Just go ahead. I've chose this route with my justifications, needn't console me.

Nonetheless, after i am armed/equipped for the war [O' levels], I can still join you all again.
Stay cheered, don't 'boomz'. LOL.

Besides, I need to thank the following glory teachers for their efforts and perseverance. (:

English:
-Mdm Roszalin

Math:
-Ms Chow
-Mr Chia

Humans:
-Mr Koh
-Ms Foo

Science:
-Mr Heng
-Mr Sham
-Mr Kenny
-Mr Chan

Chinese:
-Mdm Duan

Art:
-Mdm Fazidah

CME:
-Mrs Ang

I sincerely thank the above teachers and those had taught me but isn't mentioned. Thank you. (:

Alright, that's all. It will be a commemorated class to me, despite those distractions. LOL.
Good luck & all the best.

2009-10-29T09:00:00.000-07:00

Hey there.

Today's Marcus's Birthday!. Happy birthday Marcus!
Zhao, Gillian, Shimin, Melinda, Me & Marcus of course, had some fun at Vivo City Skypark which we had our unique picnic there.
Hmmmm. We did lots of unplanned stuffs and of course took plenty of candid shots. :x
Those "Unglam" photos are sponsored by Gillian & Melinda. LOL. Or rather should i say candid better.

Let the pictures takeover.

CANDID eh? (:
Don't worry, not gonna post mine. xD

Elaborate more. . .

I'll stop here. Exhausted. LOL.
Too lazy to press the keyboard and click the mouse. (:

See you around, Bye. (:

2009-10-20T02:38:00.000-07:00

What am i suppose to do now?

My best friend [Granny] gave me two hundred dollars for buying of phone. I thank her, but, did not accept. Eventually, it's in my pocket now. It ended up there as i didn't accept it. So instead of giving it to me face-to-face, She sneaked into my room and slotted the money into my pocket insistingly. LOL. She is always so generous. Same thing, My aunt was intending to give me a handful of money as a follow up to my request. I was unexpectedly surprised. [Just testing] LOL. Of course, I turned down the offer.

I thank them for all those loves which worth thousands & millions more than the money. I really appreciated it.

They always dotes me much. I'm literally speechless for their loves, it's indescribable.

2009-10-15T00:58:00.000-07:00

The love ones. Makes me teared over & over again.
Why the distance always so far-off ?

Only if time can be reverse. . .

2009-10-14T23:11:00.000-07:00

Today brought a totally intricate mindset to school.
Chemistry paper wasn't as expected, it was like didn't worth a few marks. Now what i can do is to hope for a good outcome. My expression now is indescribable. Feeling so empty, aimless, lost, directionless, irritable, meaningless. . .
Lol. Seriously having uncertainty of what to do next.
Exam seems like more better than this, for me.
Unknowingly accustomed to it.

Life's a boost only if you drive right in.

2009-10-07T23:39:00.001-07:00

Had a rather bad day.

I need to thank Mdm Faz for giving me some marks for Art out of sympathy. If not i would fail badly.

At the same time, I would like to thank Mdm Ros for her perseverance in teaching us. I know it's been a hard time through since beginning of the year. I find Mdm Ros hilarious, as during one of our revision brief through, she flashed out some mistakes commonly made to reinforce us not to make.
There's one goes : Dear Mr Chi da bien.
-Chinese would know what it is. It actually means Mr 'eat shit'. LOL.
Someone actually asked if he/she can put the address as "shitty street" .
& Mdm Ros answered, " If you put shitty street, I will give you shitty marks." Isn't that hilarious?

The whole class filled with laughter. I wonder how Mdm Roz know the meaning of the term chi da bien. LOL.

2009-09-30T04:59:00.001-07:00

Hey there!

It's been a long time since i last posted. These couple of weeks were occupied and kinda stressful. Things weren't as expected.
& Just for your information, End Of Year exam is coming a week time/ 7 days/ 168 hours. Each day past by, my heart will beat once. Until it stop, you'll know where i'll be. LOL!

Hmmmm. Today's a rather restless and kinda bad day. I just had my Oral examination in a couple of hours ago. It doesn't seems like it's well done. During the describing of picture, i said not much. & When Miss Eunice asked if there's anything else i wanna add on. Here goes.
I reckoned : " I think . . . I think . . . I think . . . I THINK THIS IS ALL." LOL. Pathetic.
During the conversation with her whereby discussing whether or not famous is a good thing, I should have told her that those reporters would actually report negative news about the idol or actor. Neh mind. Too late. . . Just hoped that i'll pass. A pass will do.

By the way, give me some suggestions on decisions making. I came to spot this online sale which sells electronic gadgets at a reasonable price. It's located in UK but delivers worldwide. I'm kinda badger and plague as i maybe fall into a trap because they'll only send the parcel when they received the legal tender. There's definitely a risk by doing so. LOL!

Since i'd not been posting for so long, I add on some pictures exclusively.
These are some of it took at mount faber during a outing. -------------->

It was kinda nice excursion but exclude those annoying mosquitoes. LOL.

I shall end here and start my revision. See you around. (:

2009-08-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

I hope the bad weather & typhoon won't harm my Grandma & her family in Taiwan. ):
My Mom will be grief if something happen to them.

God Bless Them.

2009-07-29T03:23:00.000-07:00

Looked what i've done. -.-

I really miss the days. I meant it.
Sec 1?
Sec 2?

Staggering, 2 years had gone.
Too bad, life's a one-way road. Not a return.
I really got a lot of stuffs to say. But indescribable.

Sigh.

Tomorrow's my favorite English's test. Mdm roz's a magnificent teacher.
She brought dead English lessons to life. Just like those literature lessons taught by Miss Serene during lower secondary's life .
I'd just mentioned the passed again. Look how accustomed i am to it?

Btw, not gonna replace friendster's song : MAD-Neyo.
& Blog's song : It's over.

They brings me to the pass. Loads of memories stored in it like the cross country whereby MSG sang it. LOL.
I shall stop here. Time to look forward.

Whereas, end with this. http://xzime-melly.blogspot.com/2009_02_01_archive.html

2009-07-29T01:01:00.000-07:00

ELMO policy.
1. I'll do well in my studies.
2. I'll keep you trust.

. . .

Is that enough.?
ELMO is .

Figure it out yourself.

2009-07-22T07:14:00.000-07:00

"Nice hair"

The day before, while doing my Art, i took out a scissors and fooled around with it. While playin with it, I accidentally sliced off my hair. -.-

Well, that's why I'm with my hair now. Sadistic & sarcastic & pathetic.
LOL.

Nonetheless, hair grows. Slowly.
Let it be. Shall concentrate on my studies or I'll never forgive myself.

These few days having insomnia. Slept in class during recess time which was the only free time i could slice out whereas still tired for no reason. .

2009-07-11T15:39:00.000-07:00

I found myself living in vacant. Life is just so lifeless to me i think. But after thinking a whole night, i found a conclusion. I'm still not the worst person living in the worst condition or even struggling through family problems like many others. There is still much more unfortunate peoples in the world which is much more poorer and eventually, living in a mess or hiding from danger.

Wars does exist in this kind of high-quality livings, Just that we are lucky that Singapore's a safe one. The wars takes away lots of lives that makes their family cry for them. It is really a tragedy ending for a sad story. I would have just end my life if that's occurring in my own country and my family members or kins passed on. If war does occurs in Sg, I don't really know how to secure those that were innocent and i will define myself as a "useless". I don't know how many blood or tears will drip on in the next few hours which we could only blame those terrorise that creates wars and tragedies.

I do dislike/blame dad & mom before as i don't have what the others have. After so long, i have my own allowance/savings to buy them all. But i ever thought before whats the difference between getting it and not, until now. It's just with my vanity towards those attractive stuffs. I don't really finds a good reason why am i buying that for/need it for. Foolishness just stayed in my mind for so long until i found out what i have and others don't but really needs. It's my arms, my legs and a wonderful healthy set of human system. I did blame before why am i so ugly or words that looks down on myself, but. . . I did not know that there is so many peoples out there that wanted to appreciate it but they couldn't because they don't have one. What's with those stuffs that i really want and didn't get compared to what they really want but never get. . .

I really admire those that were strong even without some parts of body which they could do a lot of stuffs that a normal person does. Some of them can walk/run with their legs but complains. Some of them wants to run/walk a lot a lot but they never do so. Guess how those peoples stands up from the lives and move on. They have what we don't have too. That is their perseverance towards their lives/future.

I terribly ashamed of myself blaming not having this or that. I finally know how to cherish my life and those i love. I learned to stand up and run for them instead of blaming. I shall learn the determination from them to run towards my own future and aims. Fortunately is, I have a complete family without problems and they loves me. This is much more of what i want, It's priceless. I'll cherish it as the day they'll leave me is coming nearer & nearer.

Well, what else can i say?

Seize the chance, I would like to apologise to someone that i love. For not accompanying her at her side while she needs me. And for being busy and always ends our conversations because of doing school works at home. I'd been busy and studying, every time i study, you'll be free. & of course every time I'm not, you'll be. I hadn't been concerning about you . . .

I really feels like punching myself for that. I really wants to share the air i breath, but just can't as exams keeps spoiling everything. . . I know I couldn't stop loving you and you may. . .

So. . . I hope. . .

We drop down our loves towards each other and concentrate our studies, just like what normally friends does. I wouldn't bear to do this but i can't let me ruin your future like this just because of distractions from me. I'd been thinking this for long, I can't stop loving you but my love to you was not worth to ruin your studies. That's why i came out a conclusion like this. . .

You needn't say anything. Hope you'll concentrate on your studies and produce a good results for your parents and fit their expectations.

These few days i saw your smile, you are more cheered than before. I shall look at your smile from far. . .

2009-07-09T23:16:00.000-07:00

Finally got back home. The bus ride was an embarrassing ride.

I kept coughing badly as everyone looked at me. SICK.

Today, I didn't bring my phone and left it charged. Simply just peace.

Used the time of recess and took a nap. Was just a little bit too tired and thought i could concentrate after that & I've just missed a lot a lot of lessons last week, couldn't absorb what teachers has taught.

I still have loads of uncompleted works to do.

Chinese holiday homework especially, I slipped it in my Art folder and passed it up during the last day of school for checking. LOL. Others i shall not talk about it.

These few days were horrible. I couldn't follow the steps as the week before was missed out due to the quarantine. I shall start running and catch'em up now.

Wish me good luck. (:

2009-06-02T03:31:00.000-07:00

Hey there!

I'll be leaving tomorrow to Hong Kong to visit my dearest Mom. I wouldn't bear to leave this place if the purpose isn't for Mom. LOL.

Btw, my Dad was despondent looking at my results. My English and Chinese especially.

Though he did not say a single thing, but, I can tell from his facial expression that he is. I too, felt disgruntled in my results. ):

Before i leave, I wanna share something with you guys. (:

This video is kinda funny and interesting. Was took during a after school outing with friends.

Enjoy! (:

-We were supposed to take picture, after setting up the timer and posed for so long, we found out that we were timed for a video. LOL~

2009-05-28T07:18:00.000-07:00

WHATSOEVER.

I need some time. I just need some time. . .

2009-05-18T07:11:00.000-07:00

15th May 09

Out to Changi Air-port Club with Dad and his Colleague for a badminton play.

While was teamed up with dad, he purposely gave up some points to the opponent.

Guess he was thinking the same way as me.

-Lose a match but still friends, than Win a match that gains an enemy.

It was really luxuriate there.

17th May 09,

Went for a play at Anderson Secondary which was also badminton.

The game was kinda fun as without any stresses on me and guessed lots of them were too.

I really would prefer playing outside than school. Lol, Maybe it's because of some issues whereby tournaments occurs.

Conclusion: Fled from stress. (:

2009-05-07T07:57:00.000-07:00

Sometimes. . .

I just feels like sleeping and never ever wake up again.

Everything in this world just seems worthless for me to go for.

BUT, If I'd just slept, i wouldn't had seen what's the force that is pushing me forward.

*You're just my courage. I do really appreciated it a lot. A lot.

This post would makes you think that I'm foolish. But, at least I'm willing to be foolish.

No one will hold me back for that. I hoped I'm *your courage too./ Please don't give up.

Those toughness will be gone after exam, put your efforts at least to a pass. . .

2009-04-24T22:41:00.000-07:00

Are you referring to me?

I'm messed up. In fact, Everyday were.

Whats wrong with me?

Tuition wasn't listening, not understanding a single thing.

My hopes were getting fatter and fatter.

Get up boy, get up.

Time to wake up.

2009-04-22T02:45:00.000-07:00

Whatsoever post.

Exam week is near. :S

I don't have the faith in me!

Someone, help me.

HELP ME!.

Nevermind.

Nonetheless, should work twice as hard to achieve better results and improvements. xD

Are you referring to me?

23rd April 09.

8I THINK EVERYTHING SEEMS NOTHING TO ME :

I GOT ME LOOKING LOVELY TOWARDS YOU!

2009-04-06T06:49:00.000-07:00

Body aches.
Badminton yesterday was fun and stress-free, unlike school badminton training.

Singh.
Facing problems that could not resist. );
Some facts that cannot change is just so frustrated. No one update my stories.
In fact, no one could. Hah. I'll face it all by myself. (:

Sigh again.
Someone's sms bao. I think. D;
At the mean while, my phone spoilt as well.
For each replies or in order to receive messages, i got to restart my phone.
Hopefully 20th April will come faster and not tests.

Sigh again & again.
My math scored 26/30. [ Inequalities ]
Hope to achieve better results. HOPEFULLY.

Conclusion: Fat hopes. (:

2009-04-04T07:49:00.000-07:00

Pig lives with Lemon Barley.

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Barley accompanying Phy.

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Lemon Barley Best.

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This post quite funny right?

All i took from my phone camera. Quite a good quality isn't it? (:

Don't know why, i felt that way where i'm sick and tired of this world. It's just the feeling.

Nothing else. Today?

★Went tuition [Loads of homeworks]

★On the way back was reading part of 'Thursday's Child' .

★Came back home.

★Eat.

★Trance.

★Play audition with Mel awhile.

★Had been watching television until now.

Don't feel like doing anything else cause don't feel like.

Hope that am able to finish 'Macbeth' and 'Thursday's Child' which is like super nice.

Unceasing, feeling so sick and tired. Yesterday's just like the day after and so on.

Dot dot dot.

Conclusion : Blank.

2009-03-31T07:41:00.000-07:00

Alright, what a day?

Today is kind of a bored and dream day. Was super duper bored without her in my class ):
Just found out that I'd only 2 person to talk to in class. And I'm just like a loner. Feeling so odd.
Sigh.

Now think back. . .

1.) Went to school with a sad looking HIM this morning- met on bus 9.
2.)Read the book that I'd borrowed during silent reading.
3.)Wondering why history was so tough.
4.) Physics- still at Refractive/Reflective index.
5.)Recess with bro's
6.) Math test and free period.
7.) Stoning and then Yinyung and Rachel talked to me.
8.)Chemistry- Ions; Chemical bonding.
9.)Free period again. Heard Nikson and group talking bout all those nasty stuffs. -.-
10) Went home. - 38, with Marcus, Zhao & Nash.
11) . SWEET IS IGNORING ME ):::::

At home?
1.) Ate sushi.
2.) Slept.
3.)Dinner.
4.)Homeworks.
5.) Blogging.
6.) Wondering why HE is angry with me.
7.)Maybe i talked to Rachel ?
8.)Maybe i did not talk much today?
9.)Maybe i make friends with Yinyung?
10.) Still thinking.
11.) .SHE IS STILL IGNORING ME )::::::

I wonder if HE is jealous or something. But i really appreciated HIS jealous, this shows that HE cares me. .
Nevermind. You can put the blame on me. ):

Conclusion?? = Boring day.

2009-03-25T06:54:00.000-07:00

Remembrance, reminisce . . .
Those teachers that taught me, had gone. They are good teachers.
Just can't change the fact that they are gone and that my English proficiency is even lower then a p6 student. I'm inferiority. Although i had a large vocabulary, i don't know how to use them correctly!

I shall start all over again.
Grammar, past tense, present tense, future tense?

2009-03-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

Today, boring day . . .

Hah! Joking la, it's gillian's birthday. It was kind of a good day, the weather, the temperature . . .

BUT! Something just went missing. ): Sweet wasn't there. She's at dance.

In school, We did some works. (:

--------> TATA!

After that, we went separate ways. She went for her dance and i went out with Bros and sis to celebrate my 女儿's birthday. TOO SAD! She never come. D; Btw, celebrated at the air-port. I'm like seriously broke. ):::

-After buying Gillian the present, more then half of my allowance gone. ):

They chose Fish & co.[Located at Changi] somemore. Not as worst, i still got something which i can eat.

-Most of them ordered Fish & chips.

I ordered Fish & chips WITHOUT FISH.

Hah. Wow.

End of it, we took a group photo. I was so funny that i couldn't stands the flashlight and shuts my eyes. and it goes -.-

Oh ya, Add on.

Bros together took a picture in the MRT on the way to/at Changi Air-port. (:

Conclusion : Good day(:

2009-03-21T08:19:00.000-07:00

Hahah. Looking at this photo you should know where I'd gone today (:
Ya, i went to Vivo city today as you know to support HIM. HIS dance work was nice!
HE is considered a pro compared to me. Although the results came out quite Erm. . .
*liquid off liquid off* .
Aiya, HE is the BEST in my heart, even I'm not to her. Now, continue from there. We went to Vivo, after the viewing of the performance we went to catch a movie. The movie was quite nice and quite touched. The movie called " Hotel Of Dogs". It's all about a brother named Bruce and elder sister named Andie, they are adopted by a unconcerning couple. After that, they both came to this antiquated or discarded hotel which lives in 2 stray dogs. Afterall, they made it into a Dog's hotel and so on. The Bruce is good at lots of mechanical stuff which i admire of.

Conclusion : It's nice (:

After that, we went to the open space of the shopping centre which is like so labyrinth. :x
And, we saw this .

2009-03-18T09:01:00.000-07:00

Let the pictures take over (:

Hahah.

Today isn't a special day, it's my dad's off day. Too sad, if not i could have brought my sweet out today. ): But nevermind, she'll need some rest. Hopefully she won't get too tired for tomorrow's dance. ): I'm the one that hearts' pain.

Today, my dad brought me and my sister out to touched on some Chinese cultural at Chinatown a place called 'Cha Xuan'. It's a quite relax place whereby you can put down all your stresses, drink Chinese tea and chat along. Although it's seems boring to you, but more or less better then staying at home with those books in your mind. (:

I'd PS-ed my sweeterestest baby boy today ): My heart goes uneasy, but i had no choice. Felt so sorry for sweet ): I will guaranty that i will definitely go on Saturday to support my sweeterestest baby BOY. Next time i shall bring her to have some Chinese tea as well (:

Other then that, I'd went to cut my hair yesterday afternoon. It so miserable when i looked at those hair falling off my head. Afterall, it looks bad. The style doesn't looks nice on me. ):

I should have listen to what sweet had said. ='(

I still remembered what i did the day before! It's a breeze drizzling day. My baby sweet Boy went to camp. BUT, before that we had a good time in the bus although it's just as short as a few stops from the school. For that, forever is NOT enough. : Hahah.

Look at the picture we took(:

2009-03-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

Until today , I regretted.
Regretted gave up myself after couldn't get in AH.
Regretted not single-minded on my studies when there were so many good teachers beside me.
Regretted played so much and make a fool.
Regretted disappointed those teachers and friends whom concerned me.
Regretted . . .
Regretted . . .
Regretted . . .

Regretted . . .

Regretted . . .

Regretted . . .
But, I believed that it wasn't too late for me. But, some things that had passed by without my knowing, had gone. Those things that may help me in sec 3 year, those things where by linked to my studies now had gone. The most important thing i must know is, I move on from wherever I stopped. I couldn't cope up my studies due to my foolishness, I move on. Although my studies were ruinously failed in my own hands passed 2 years, I move on. . . (:

For Myself & You. Sweetest (:

2009-03-06T09:19:00.000-08:00

This is a late post for 5 march.
Sweet, remember after you left me. I saw a rainbow flashed in front of my sight.:x
So, i took a picture of it. [Displayed up there]

Still remembered that day we gone out to study for chemistry test, in the end we did nothing but slacking at the air-port. :x AND you took away my ring ):
I WANT! please please! ~

Conclusion is : Good day.

Today, I went to played soccer with my standard friends. End up scolded by a "LADY" for playing under block soccer which is opposite Zhao's condo. She is right, and we are in the wrong. :x

2009-02-20T08:40:00.000-08:00

. . . . . .

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--------->

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Today the friday, took my math test. It's quite easy yet complex enough . . .
Besides that, out of school. I've played audition with
MEL LAU ZY PIG. th-SWEETERESTEST BOY(:
I didn't realise time flies passed so fast while i'm with her.
It was kinda fun in this game. "I LOVE YOU POSE" :)
Hahah. Good nights. (: imymtymm. (:

2009-02-13T05:13:00.000-08:00

Today is the day before valentines(:

Pigs are flying all around. (:

And i really wanna dig a hole and hide my head inside alr. As what i do is so "cheap loaded sincere" then what THE "BOY" had done for me. HE used so much time to do that thing just to give me for today and tmr, yet I've done something easy and like not hard like what HE had done. HE sewed a cushion for me with so much love that i couldn't admit that was sweetest gift ever. Besides that, the sweets really make me into a sugar rush. It reminds me of those sweet and being cherished memories, i will not forget how those hard times and ofcourse sweetest times we had gone through. I didn't expect anything from HIM but just HIS love or may be just HIS few pico-mili-micro-seconds for me to miss. Thanks to you all along accompanying me. SWEETEST BOY(:

Back to past , valentines last year. MSG and CLIQUE 5 went to catch a movie at tampinese mall. May be you all can't remembered but i do. I enjoyed the fun together as a group where everyone does too. I still remembered clearly that HE left early! lol! Time flies pass fast, faster then i thought. Yet so fast another year passed, we known each other for third year already. Looked back to the "me" of last two years, slacking, ashing the times and blown it away.

I think this should be the time i start to work hard already. Although i may be busy, but do believe me. SWEETEST, in my heart, whenever or every moments there's always a you(:

lol! Haven't valentines then talk bout it alr, let's drop the topic and move on to another.

Oh ya !
I got to apologise to my bros. Today seriously not in a good mood for soccer, as yesterday slept late plus so tired that i couldn't focus on the ball. Those ball passed through me so easily without my notice, i'm like standing down there stoning. Sorry, i didn't meant it. Especially Marcus :

And lastly i need to thank SWEETEST(: for the gift. (:

YOU ARE THE SWEETEST BOY. (: ---> not joking.

[Heart pain, your poor hands. :( Sorry for the trouble. . .]

2009-01-25T12:00:00.000-08:00

HELLO(:

Mel lau zy pig (:
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
EACH AND EVERYONE (:

Watching a VERY LAME movie on chnl 8!
& I got something!

♥ Mel. -Too bad!
♥ Edi. -Too sad!

hahah! NICE ONE!
Btw,MY PHONE SPOILT! & i really really wanna read that msg!!! :(

!!:( !!:( !!:( !!:( !!:( !!:( !!:( !!:( !!:( !!:( !!:( !!:( !!:( !!:(
CRY!

2009-01-12T04:48:00.000-08:00

I found out something interesting.

The badminton tournament lose or win isn't that important to me , but it's important to school.
I know i had no confident to win the battle competing with other schools, so whether i get in or not isn't a blow to me. So why don't, let those that can do better then me have the chance?

What i think, in my opinion is those school mates that wants to win , let them win.
They wanna go for tournament , let them go.
What i really wanted in badminton was to keep me exercising and train my stamina. That's all (: I know i can't win. . . I gave up! Let them play!

SCHOOL SO BORED! My class just like an zoo/supermarket or even worst.
Though they are active but a bit too active ! =="
HOPE TO GET THE FRONT SIT! Ignore them. . .

2008-12-25T00:32:00.000-08:00

I don't understand.

here goes to you:
就讓那些美好的回憶留在心里吧!

I've finally grown up to 16! GROWN UP!

MERRYＣＨＲＩＳＴＭＡＳ！
BYE~

2008-12-15T00:30:00.000-08:00

2 weeks gone!

Being unknowing, She had gone . . .

These days with her together, the kind of feeling as a family, is indescribable

Can't use any words to describe. . . .

All i can say is :

"I miss you, one day like one year. I love you, forever! mom. . . "

We've gone around Singapore, even the purpose is for work.

We've created a fun memories, even the days pass fast.

We've tried to stop the time, but it goes on . . .

let the pictures continues . . .

On the way home . . .

Went to do her researchs works with her . . .

When to the beach . . .

Celebrated my b'day;D . . .

The last dinner recent had with her . . .

Gone Taiwan on the 12 DEC 08. THE END.

How fast it was? a sec? a min?

NO! it's 2 weeks time. IT'S OVER! =="

Hope she'll return as soon as possible.

Know what? since primary 6 she had been telling me she needs one year to build her career.

And another and another until now. . .

it had been 4 years passed, just like an blink of eye. when shall it stop?

I NEVER against her for keeping me waiting, just hoping that it could stop fast. =(

hais~ Career kills.

other then that. My sis also got a new so called " ice-cream" phone from my mom. and i got her love. . .

2008-11-30T02:20:00.000-08:00

Alright, i had been out for these few days, or can say it's alot of days.

What had i been doing? . . .

hmmmmmm. . . . . . .

Gone to thailand and malaysia at 21 nov 08. There got lots of branded stuff for me to shop. But i don't have enough money to buy all. I WANT THEM ALL *cry* =="

Hais~ In the end, i brought only one stripe tees. It cost me about 20 ++ sg dollars only [Actual price $40++]. Cheap right?! Btw, i don't know what brand is that. =="

SRY BRO! THAT I DIDN'T SEE ANY NICE VANS THERE D=

hahah. yea, and lots of photo's. Lazy upload le k? ty very much =D

After the thai trip, i was found in 3 chalets in a row. xD

Fun, but tiring. D=

Alright . Lets talk about the first chalet. . . .

First chalet is by my aunt. At Aloha loyang =D

Me and my friends went swimming =D cooling~

all of a suddent saw a little boy peeing in the pool, some more open in the air.

As if he pee in the pool no one will know right?

Quickily jump out of the pool. LOL!

Played kids corner, arcade, whatever things that could be played.

At night . I've been playing audi with Gillian and sk. [The WHOLE night] =="
while they were sleeping, those joker friends of mine take photo's of people sleeps and keep laughing [ even when they're sleeping] ==" Had a good time by then, saying over.

Second chalet . . .

hmmm. . . .

It's by my friends. At Changi coast. xD

Joined them in the second night. [ As went out to "sell ice-cream with nash]

We started playing Big Two since the moment i settle down. Other then that , were slacking, playing psp, talking, playing DS and most fun part is where they tower bloxx each other, i was laughing and in the end i also kena. =="

Oh YA !

We went to OCH [Old Changi Hospital]

Here's the funny video that we took there ----->

Look carefully at the side entrance, it should be al the way through.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NF_J-b-jWiE

Funny right?

And lastly, the third chalet. . . .

It's with xiao xuan, my sister, joey they all . . . At Downtown East :) Quite fun too! We ride bikes, played a fool.

lol. No lah.

Played mid-night bowling. we joined in the waiting list at 2 +. Got the lane at around 350 plus . Used up one hour at Macs and others outside the bowling center. Done nothing there, most of them are drowzy. The most fun part is where we scored the same scores besides the last bro. HERE'S THE PICTURE -----:>

It's my fav number too! LOL xD

In the end Joey won the game and we gone back to chalet to sleep. It was around 430AM. VERY EARLY! =G

Morning woke up around 8 plus to cycle round the beach. What an enjoyable morning breeze. It was fun. Then me and my sis came home, until now we had been sleeping =D

WA.

Next week DEC 2 still got class BBQ. xD

Rmb to go hor. dun ps me alone D=

IT'S A MUST TO GO !!!!!! REALLY A MUST TO GO!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAH =D

SEE YOU THERE! (:

2008-11-18T20:08:00.000-08:00

BADMINTON CAMP :

Again, I'm can't stop myself to let the opponent win.
I always thought that rather be friends then an enemy ...

I don't know weather my thinking's is correct or wrong. I'm VERY confused . . .
if i won the opponent what will he take me as? enemy ? friend?
FORGET IT!

I'm tired and sick . Don't feel like thinking it any more. . .

2008-11-18T19:59:00.000-08:00

what a small world?!

saw her going to school. . .
heart beat goes just like what i did first time.

I don't know what to say to her but just waving to her. No one knows my feeling. . .
FORGET IT!

just make it as a history. . .
But I'm sorry ...
didn't let her had a happy memory . . .

2008-10-28T23:14:00.000-07:00

HEY YO!

Don't get so fuss that i got in hospital. . .
just take it as i've gone in for a walk. =X

BTW... I'm fine now.Thx! =D

Guess what? i found something ...

k-box mimijidi . -

THis is the song me and my friends sang in the K-box.
Sounds funny right? i think this way too! =X

I DONO WHAT TO POST LE. RAN OUT OF WORDS. =x

SO Peace off bah =D

2008-10-25T18:01:00.000-07:00

Hey guys.

I'm back. You may or may not know that i went to SGH yesterday. Ya, i was hospitalise.

I'm back by 7 pm today, everything was fine. was send in at mid-nite 3am.

Reason being the doctor also could not identify and was being jab 3 times .

But i know that is because i drank ....

not alcohol but coke , peach tea, pink dolphin and coke again, And the worse part is i ate mentos

before i drank coke again. Last nite, vomited around 8-9 times. My family was shock...

And guess what I'm allergic to alcohol from now on . . .don't wanna bluff anymore . . . . . . .

I HATE WEAKNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not weak!

What else is . . .

Me and Mel had decide to be friends instead of stead. She told me that she would rather be

friends then the condition now. . . And i decided to respect her request. As you know

感情是不能勉強的 . . . Maybe she is right. And i feels like I'm a playboy you know?

not playing or toying with girls , but, the girls toying with me. . . as what the previous two Ex

does.

And i should stay single and concentrate my studies again. . .

2008-10-24T05:05:00.000-07:00

Hey all, I got something to say ! ...

This year is fun! XD

Besides that, the year before that was kind a fun too!
I still remember one thing that keep me deep in the memory. That time before miss E.T show us the show of "mean girls" I don't even know who is Lindsay Lohan. Before that my friend asked weather i like the person. Guess what i answered? =X

All right, i was such a dumb dumb boy, i answered "What kind of luo han is that?"
LUO HAN <----------

HAHAH! Funny right?~ they were laughing... XP
YA. now i find her quite pretty~

it was a fun time then. Everyone should be having a fun time too. Right?
[cus got me mah! no lah... =X ]
LOL! dono what to say le~ =P

PEACE OFF! =D

2008-10-20T08:52:00.001-07:00

HEY YOYOYO!

YA I think this the right time to say this :

sorry for being quiet in class ...
sorry for those mistakes that i planted ...
sorry for those troubles given to you guys ...
sorry for not giving entertainments ...
sorry for me irritating ...
sorry for whatever i can sorry ...

Besides that :
Thank you for giving those precious moments you gave me
Thank you for making me smile
Thank you for being by my side
Thank you for alot of things
Thank you for thank you -.=l'l??

FINALLY...
I may not be at express stream next year as scored badly...
NO WORRIES! I will still be happy as that's not a thing to be sad ... [No one dies] AND that's not the end of world ,so don't ever sadie ! I will be always by your side ... ERm what to say?!?! like saying word before i dies -.=l'l

Hope: Guys and Girls even those that i left out of care ....
hope Happiness be with you even without me =)
thats what i normally says
-.=l'l ?!

*I try my best to make you happy these left over days ... =*(

TKCARE!

2008-09-14T01:49:00.000-07:00

Exam is coming soon. I don't think this is the right time to post hahah. But , rather post then doing nothing at all -.- ....

Since the week before last week I've been studying for the EOY . Hoping will at least get in 3e4. But dono why i keep telling myself that that's just a fat hope .... irritated by myself. -.-
Today, i went to the Chinatown point because my grandmother wants to go there to see my lantern, so i followed with my aunt and sis. It looks quite small out of the whole scene but not smallest. Again, telling myself "fat hope" to win the competition.

Dono why keep saying "fat hope" ?!
if it is you i think you will commit suicide! (X(oo)X")
Let's don't talk too much and study hard for EOY ! lol.... Peace off!

2008-08-28T20:27:00.000-07:00

After a week of common test papers, I felt that I had thrown away the heavy rock in my heart.
The test papers is just like those concrete rocks , stressed me alot. I scared that i couldn't get to 3e1 with her. . . There is still so much components to fight. I think this time round i sure will lose badly.
*
English : 9/25 [lost by 4 marks ] *
Math :10/40 [lost by 10marks ] *
Science:24/50 [lost by 1 marks ]
Chinese:73/100[ passed ]
Literature: 7/20[lost by 4 marks ] *
Geography:10/25[lost by 3 marks]
History : 6/25 [lost by 7 marks] *
The week after, we got back our papers. you can see how badly done it was. Even my math also failed. It is like wth?! heart full of sadness. Just like your heart was being crush by a rock. Can you imagine how pain it was?

Forget it. I will be the only one that know the pain of failing. Btw, yesterday on the Thursday ,
we - [ Marcus, zhao, nash ] went to the "HUNTING GROUND" near safra to pick up 'SOME' love seeds. And Marcus used his so called "SPEAR" to get some of the love seeds down from the tree. HAHAH! And me of course i slack lah.... (=(oo)^)

Btw, my blog is simple. can say its ugly ... but at least simple is good for health. XD

Its time for me to get lost in front of my blog ... BYE?! (=(oo)^l'l)

2008-08-15T22:35:00.000-07:00

My stamina dropped. I finally cannot continue running anymore, my muscle cramp is continuing even if i ate muscle relaxer... Please. Someone help me. with my pain going on , how am i going to do p.e? luckily I still got the speed and power BUT no stamina...
Getting frustrated by everything . Common test up next week. Hoping i could at least get one A. my standard are dropping. it is too obvious for me to see.
Guessing i will drop from express to normal next year. Thinking through the whole thing that I'm dropping to normal, i get unconvinced. Consequence of not studying much enough?!
Besides that , Mel and I was just like a normal friend now or even worse then a normal friend.
I don't really know why, but i think its my fault instead of hers. Everything changes from the day i came back from Taiwan. Maybe it's too long never see each other and get further apart ,that's why?!
Hais/.. losing losing losing...
I didn't meant to flirt or talk to other girls ,but, i really don't know what to talk to her. I still have the feeling for her , but, I don't know weather she still have the feeling for me. . .

2008-06-20T01:43:00.000-07:00

Taiwan . is a good place. I wana tell you ... one day, while i was in a bus at Taiwan. i started to think of you . sitting alone wearing shades. without anyones notice. I was driping tears. i don't know why.
I sense something was happening to you. tears fall off my eyes. as wearing shades . no one found out. .. . as back to sg. I found out that yr grandpa died. is that heart to heart ? that i sensed your feeling?

After another month out. Found out nth in my life is wonderful. . . . what i actually want ... It just happiness. That's simple. no more! not phones not money... I came to think through, I can't bring them along when i die. what I can bring is only my happiness . The week before ...Mom , this six days with her was a satisfied . alt ought i missed her but still she's a must to go back. Nth in my life is wonderful. . . . .

Btw, i saw her at tm while i was with my mom. She called me. I don't know why i got a feeling of going there. is that attractive? or is that fate?

And now i don't even know what I'm writing. . . its just like I'm a different person ... who is Edison?

who am i? what am i doing? what am i thinking? I'm feeling mad? Full of satisfaction... hope to go back to heaven to find my mom.....

my heart pain... can anyone get me some painkiller? I this called emotationing? i don't know!
please let me rest in peace.........

You maybe thinking im mad .But no. Im just not myself .......... ?? $"!"£$%$£^%^£$!£!

2008-05-21T07:21:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!! XD
ALOTS OF HAPPINESS FLYING ALL OVER ...
YOU MUST HAVE THE SAME FEELING AS ME!!!!
!!

FOR TMR , LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
U MUST HIGH!!!! XD
N BE SUPER DUPER GUAI!!!
!!

2008-05-16T04:44:00.000-07:00

After a sunny afternoon soccer with my bro's . She came. Brought some drinks which cost her half of her savings. Eh. i tell you something -marcus very ps!!! Dump me along the bus stop with her. Then he himself emo take bus go back. Wth la. Like that also can-.=l'l . Nvrm , next time i dump him. After i left her. I went home and came to know that she jealous about the psp which is a non-living thing. I told you the psp is just important only when i'm bored man. The PIG is more a kind of important even a thousand billion times more important then a psp. I'm really sorry that i sat on the bus and play the psp with bro's.

Back to home. I finally met sea... I came to find out what is "i met sea" Keep guessing all the way from just now. In the end , the most funniest answer is . "Irritating melinda edison teng seow ern alright?!" Actually the answer is " I MISS EDISON TENG SEOW ERN ALOT " Hope that this will be a long lasting memory in her heart. XD

-I LOVE YOU-

2008-05-13T04:10:00.001-07:00

Srry for not posting on this blog, Btw yesterday just went speeding with my friends. Then today rotten like fk sia. Nth got to do with me and mel. Is just that the exam result la. failed 4 in a row.
sci, geo, his, then still got lit. lit result haven even come out yet i already lost my confidence. I feel like calling those papers to shut up. Afterall, i went to play soccer with my bros. My mood as low like hell sia. Where got mood to play soccer?! Just down there beaten up by the ball only. Can say my mid-year spoilt my mood . But i don't think it's blame all on the papers. Btw , talking about the soccer, i haven been playing it since 3 years ago. All starting with one gang challenge.
while i was p6 , I usaully hang out with those friends in the gang. They also likes to play soccer. Then, while we are playing. Some other gangster look at us and give that bua song face , putting a challenge on the spot. So we accepted. The condition is not playing soccer for the rest of the life.
Ofcourse we did not win. Thats why i didn't even touch the ball for 3 years. te skills just rust off like that. unstopptable.But i don care the rules anymore, shit the rule la. Back to now, after beaten up by the soccer ball . I went to buy a casing of phone for mel. Cus she like it. I was plaining to give to her tomorrow . But , Cb la. after i got home then found out its a cracked ones. I should have checking it while i was buying. But who will have the mood to check so clearly sia?! Then i take the bus all the way back to that place. I told the uncle that sold me that product. He push the blame clean. Say what i never check proply; when he sell to me that time never crack ; all kind of excuses. All the best. He did not change a new ones for me. Gd la! I brought another new ones. cost me $12 .
All my money for this week gone. Cb that seller la. So far, i felt better. thx for nash. I rmb the faces he gave us yesterday while we are at the beach. that funny face [No offence to nash]. And thx mel for chatting by my side in the phone. Don't say those words to keep me cool i'm fine now. Thx for yr concern. Tkcare! =)

2008-05-10T08:07:00.001-07:00

What a fast day afterall. Today, we --- Me, zhao, gillian, marcus, nikson, apple. Went to WiWo(vivo) city. Actually to watch moWie(movie) but god arranged that we couldn't watch a movie afterall. The theate was almost full. what a nice day to watch movie?! In the end we do nothing down there. yea. Today because of meeting them i ps my primary sch friends. Before meeting them , i met my friends at bugis. The most irritating thing is I didn't sleep until morning around 7, cuz ain't feeling any tired. After that , i feel like sleeping finally... then they called me?! so early in the morning some more. then i went out with them loh. That's why you'll see me so tired today... At vivo, After all the window shopping. we ate somethings at the food court at the basement. then...
When i go back to the mothers day dinner with my parents. They helped me order rice with dish. Then followed by a FISH CHOP ! Wth, FISH some more, FRIED some more, Cuz i promised them to eat during the dinner instate of outside. I must act till the end. SO... i ate all! The food is nice , but flood until my neck already. Luckily i digest fast abit. if not between that minute, I will vomit on the spot. walao eh , full sia!
Btw , i brought something... is a secret...

2008-05-06T00:38:00.000-07:00

Today after sending mel home. I went to city hall and brought a cybershot phone at $360. Very ex right? But my mother only come back once or twice every year also can give her as mothers day present hahah. so i think is worth it. Hope she will like it !
Btw , im trying it for problem checking & for fun. so you will see me using it for a period of time. hahah. . .
Today She looks more cheerful then before . Hope this will continue. I think im going to dome for history test. Our english paper2 is out. Score is : 25/50. Just passed my eng paper 2. Hope that other subject will also be the same. Hais ~
Those Papers are just like rocks in my heart. so heavy... K la. i go and study aready la! Wait you all say i ps you all go NA.
LOLS. BYE! TKCARE AND SMILE FOR ME!

2008-05-05T00:26:00.000-07:00

I ...
Just wana tell you that im happy. I've just talked to my mom on web cam yesterday.She is coming back after going usa, at june. I know that will be crushed with the day I go taiwan, so thats why im bored, I'm planning to buy a phone for her. the LG chocolate 3G gd or the sony ericsson cybershot 700i gd? I'm planning... She like both. But i can only effort one of them. Which shall i decide? anyone that is pro , can give me an answer?

At the same time , i hope i got enough money to buy. CuZ bank money my dad says cannot touch. must save my own. . .

History test held tmr. Gona die, cuz my weakness is history. others quite okay, so i think i'm choosing geo instate of his. . .

Bye ! I know i'm signing off suddently . but i serously need to study ...

:Unknown:

2008-05-02T01:30:00.000-07:00

44n What a nice afternoon, er... Maybe because of no tests going on. hahah.
Btw, She isn't eating anything since this few days. Abit worry about her.
I scared she gastric then faint. Maybe she think her looks is more
important then me . But just... Why am i finding excuses for caring her,
I just worry about her thats all! Hope she'll eat something. VRY SOON!
Everything that she can eat just eat. I don't care she fat anot. just health
more imporatant . Hiya, Heart pain. XP

STRESS, MYE Going on next week. Gona fail on and on. . . .

2008-04-26T08:10:00.000-07:00

<<--------- THIS IS OUR CLASS TEE SHIRT , EH I TELL YOU A SECERT...
IT ROCKS!!!
Ytd is SPORTS DAY > We lost by 2!!!!!! err... i don like the atl guy in front of me sia. he run so fast. I think thats why we lose, SORRY GUYS (Not fast enough) . I feel so Guilty afterall . Hope you all won't take it so seriously . Anything just put the blame on me. I won't reject your blame . =) The starting of that vry moment, I was so nevous that I can hear my heart beating in my ears. I didn't relize i can run so fast. Maybe is some kind of ... smelly sugar rush heheh -.=l'l ... Dono why i keep thinking of that smelly smelly thing . I don't think i need banana afterall.

After Running we (Me, zhao, marcuz, nikson, nash) went for a soccer play. ofcourse im the lousiers la. So .... long nvr play liao. Skill about to rust off. Aiya ahgong mah.

8I THINK EVERYTHING SEEMS NOTHING TO ME :

I GOT ME LOOKING LOVELY TOWARDS YOU!

PsP Slim

2008-04-21T08:01:00.000-07:00

I BROUGHT THIS!!!c
6

must smile for me! LOLS=D

2008-04-15T03:44:00.000-07:00

After a afternoon in the stress .Finally left everything down. I know la. my hair like dono what . DONT KEEP LAUGHING ABOUT MY HAIR MAN! TOday same same. Difference is that i when out with rachal they all. Dono why my mood grey like like the cloud in the sky in the first place, Then after its quite okay. cuz i skipped higher chinese today . hahah. We go tm then followed by the tampinese stadium, we gone to the playground near there with kennth and followed with rachal and shimin.then shimin go find du weiming come out of the stadium and stick to her, hahah. while she go find weiming. rachal and kennth snatch the swing. then rachel's tooth broke and bleeds. I felt strong sadness coming towards me. she cry and cry. then after that i wrote somethings on the two balled playground "Ray don cry , from piG" but seems to be no use, but afterall everything seems back to normal (As a monkey). On the way back home. passed by marcus house. i rmbed that time we went his house for the SPR project (only for nash and him , me and zhao just go there to slack.) then they they watch the movie superhero. Its funny when the man rape the girl in the coffin. we keep laughing, after that me and zhao went home. AND THEY START PRANK CALLING ... Dion,my sister and still got alot. Using a bangla name called "mutu". say what buy roti prata and alot of rubbish. hahah. =D They very funny sia!

Another Tired dead afternoon...

2008-03-31T04:02:00.001-07:00

without smiling,without friends, nothing. Only myself doing rubbish stuff. I hope there is someone, anyone can pop out and talk to me. but in fact there is nothing. Not even a single person. i've been finding brothers and friends this few years. instate of friends, they thought im a gay finding partner. good luh!! you guy all think like that , ps me all by myself. Hais. i wonder why and how i get to this step.
And fall into the deep hole without notice. Everyone's stranger to me. Even dad and everyone. Have i done anything wrong through out this years? why everyone moved forward and living me in the past and not bringin me along?! you all good luh!! now i have to live on life by MYSELF. can say im selfish for saying this words . But i don wana live on no life. anyone just say something to me . makes me feel that im apart of you. I will still smiling even you all ps me by myself . But can you imagine living life all by your own? how lonely, how bored it is. hais think you all will not understand my feeling.

Thailand

2008-03-14T21:07:00.000-07:00

I ate was a spicy soup called tomyam when i first alighed. I managed to finished the whole bowl . hahah=D followed by my lunch and a kind papaya which they chopped it into strip which looks like almost hair thin. Thats not noodles =.- donoo why we taked so many pictures of ourself.Ofcouse the weather there is hotter then i though. But luckliy that the hotel that we live in have a very strong air-con. I used to the live there which i live there once before when im small in age. The life here is simple. Not like singapore, everything they seems wanted to followed the steps of other countries. But they dono that everything rise in money and stress. Thailand is a countrie that is not so rich. everything is cheap there.so we brought alots of things. the thing that i hope but nvr do is we haven take the ship and the beach we have no time for it. we rushed back to singapore in time ,and alight at 5 today. we had a nice sleep and thats it for the trip. =D

Thailand=D

2008-03-14T20:57:00.001-07:00

TrutH & FalsE

2008-03-03T23:19:00.000-08:00

Fasle things about me =( :
1.) Im not a flirting with girls, the fact is--> gillian is with zhao;mel is with ...;shimin is with weiming. THEY ARE MY GRANDCHILDS. they called me ah-gong in sch. im also not with feng jun and the other china girl. they are my FRIENDS ONLY. every tuesday and thursday if you see us together. it will be us going for higher chinese.OTHERS ARE ONLY FRIENDS!!!

2.) I'm not that kind that you think. eric everytime follow me i don't know what he is thinking. but im not thinking that way.i'm 100% man okay =( don't misunderstand me.marcus is my brother one of my true brothers. NOT THAT KIND!!!!

3.) I'm not gangster. when i was in primary sch im just a god-son of those ahlian. they protected me.And i only when to a club from the year until now. which is kfc the chiky club. =.- they heard the club though im those that club all times. im not a gangster pls. just let me study in peace.

4.) I'm quiet not because im a sicko person and ofcouse not because im scared of something when im young or other things that you all think. the reason that i din talk so much is because that im used to the life back here in singapore after going over sea to study at first. then you all misudertaken me as a quiet boy. hahah.it's just that simple. it's you all think to much. actually me true personal charateristic is not like that quiet hahah.

Truth :
1.) I born in thailand not taiwan. my mother is a taiwan does not mean i born in taiwan. =.-l'l I'M STILL A SINGAPOREAN. MY DAD IS A SINGAPOREAN!!

2.) i'm in changkat changi not chai chee secondary. sec 2 but is going to be 16 years old. it is because i went oversea for studies.

3.) I lose alvin in badminton on purpose. i don't feel like having fun playing badminton.I have no mood in it, im sorry that i lose all the ppl that i can win.
another reason is i broke my right hand before. now everytime when im nevous my hand will shake.

4.) i got a scar on my left ear because when i was small. i fall down and got hurt. and i've gone for the op. thats why i got a scar there.

IT'S THIS ENOUGH FOR YOU GUYS?! ANY MORE QUSTIONS?! FEEL FREE TO ASK. =)

Personal Recount

2008-02-24T00:06:00.000-08:00

23 Feb 09,

Saturday, I get up in the afternoon, the first thing I do was brush my teeth.
Followed by my lunch.It seemed to be so nice that i actually wanted to eat once more. Everything seemed to be normal, I am not in a moody mood. Therefore, my grandma was nagging since i was awaken. Everything becomed rain stormed mood. I wonder why i am so hasted about grandma nagging me as it what she usually said to me.

The most enjoyable thing, was that i ,my family were going to beach . I loved that place very much that i wish i could bring it home. I was so excited that i forgoten that there were a test on the following week. However, i remembered it while i was on the way to the beach.

At the beach, the air there is so nice! I can feel that the sea is waving at me, the sun is smiling at me. Everything that was bored this morning seemed to be cleared from my heart. I wanted to thank god about this. I rided on a bike which is Disability, in the end. Ended up in the bushes. I could not stand it anymore and dumped it. After all, im tired of all the things today. laied on the beach, I shouted out to the sky that i love this scenery. It rocks so much that i reluctant to leave this place.

So i begged my dad to stay just a bit more longer. I digged a hole on the beach ground, sea water coming in as i was running on the side of the sea. My sister is bitching while I was running.I feel that i was chased by a bee.There is no longer time for us to stay.

I loved this saturday very much! But it's abit pity that i did not use these time on my test revision instade of spending the time on the beach. But i will try my best for the following test from my true heart. I will not give up even i failed. Thats what i think.

Edison Teng.

2008-02-21T02:56:00.000-08:00

P.E lesson curse.

2008-02-01T06:19:00.000-08:00

On the last P.E lesson, which is thursday 31/01/08. i got a BAD P.>E lesson. it is because that we got to run for two rounds of our school. and then after i run for a few second i feel that i got some bitten pain coming from my stomach. i din really care it because alot of people are aready over taking me. so i have to catch up them. After that i feel that the pain is coming stronger and stronger . I can't really run anymore . because it really hurts. i have no choice but to stop for few second. so i rested for afew second and continue running . before reching the ending point i saw naqiah running infront of me. so i try to over take her . that moment i did not think too much. And over taken her sorry that i over taked her and offended her. so apologize ! after that i finished and when to a place to rest . i saw that my face was pale, i though that i caught a gastright. So i when to see a doctor today . I found out that i got a muscular aches and pain. i was so scared thaT i caught a gastright. luckily i did not get it. after that same as badminton today i seems to be not well condition so did performed well. hope that kennth they all don't mind. sorry! It's too late to apologize. . . Tmr still got cross country. hasted. hope that it won't hurts again. =X

2008-01-27T00:08:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA> just training my personal recount.
a lame one. =D i'm too boring in school same as classmates. They are too fun that i cannot join the fun. Just too bored. no more nam, no more primary friends. SEE im soo poor thing . someone, anyone pls pity me. not by giving money but just make me goes M.A.D. acctually i also dono what im writing . But it is a nice post.

THIS school makes me feel low, Not m>A>D

SOMEONE, ANYONE PLEASE PITY ME! D=

hasted edison.

( Y )
( >.< )
( o o )O
W w XianED. but still smile for you.

2008-01-26T23:58:00.000-08:00

RE:MARKERS AND GILLIAN(AUNTIE) ARGUE ABOYT FAT.

Dear XXX,

i would like to imform you that, your students from changkat changi secondary. Gillian auntie and markers were figthing about whose fatter then each other. but in my opinion, they both are same fat. blah blah blah.

They argue since everyday. blah blah blah.

And blah blah blah
...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

your sincery

edison teng.

I LOvE jesus.

2008-01-15T22:27:00.000-08:00

ilovejesus,jesusloveme.helpmetakecareofmymotherplz.thx!

AND then TAG ME PLSS!!! =*(
*cry*

hahlo auntie gillian

2008-01-06T03:53:00.000-08:00

first day of sch. the first person i saw. is Auntie gillian ong jie min. she still the same class as me .even in the chinese class. and i recived i mail from miss ning ying. that i can go higher mother toungh. hais. more work.

the trip to m'sia

2007-12-17T08:36:00.000-08:00

12/06/07 i gone to m'sia for my holiday. at first i gone to ipoh . its fun there . we shop alot. there got alot of rock stuff. but i need to safe some money for my next . so i din spent too much there . next stop was "金马轮" it's a small town on the moutain .so it vry cold over there. i enjoy the 'free air-con' over there sleep dam well. we gone to someone's house for some purpose. then in the nite . "teacher" got come. that second that " teacher" comes i though of my mother. cuz everytime "teacher" and my mother was real "close".close until like in the same body. my tears just drip out like that.for no reson i wipe it. by then it comes out again. maybe it's becus i miss my mommy . she is good until can say she's a budda or a god. i miss her i miss her. where are you mom. i wish i could go heaven to find you when i dies. but i can't although i got that three treasure.i've done too much of bad things.i think i can't even meet you.sry mom. i will try my best to make you happy when i was alive to let you see. i rmb you said that my heart was in yr heart.and yr heart was in my heart .so we will use heart to contract lou. i happy you will happy. you sad ,i sad. 心心相印! mom you what ?! i love you... 4 ever and ever. you are my best mother in the world no matter where you are. i wish i could go back to the past and stay together as one famliy together forever. i know you will say jia you and give me a big tumb for me. now i know what to do next... jia you together! mommy i love you! 想念你!

Sry , blame all on me!

2007-12-17T08:09:00.000-08:00

12/04/2007. my b'day. i've done a vry dumb think to my parent . I go airport w my parent. I know i can't drink too much off cold water. Cuz missing my mother i drank the whole day of cold water, and got sick soon. i can't breath well at night. keep thinking of my mother. she's now at china. but there's is one more at heaven. thinking of me everyday. i rmb there is once she told me to take care of my self. but i din . keep spoiling myself . that nite, i keep letting my tears drip in my heart . cuz she said boy should bleeds instead of cry. I wonder how is both mothers doing? ...i really heart pain of myself . keep doing silly things. there is once i spent thosand over dollars on a stupid handphone. and the bill is my parent are paying for it. and i just sit there watching tv and relax . like nth has happen.i really wonder y that time they din scold me or wat. not only that . as well as my results. i score an 'f' they also nvr scold or even beat me. that time i though they don care me any more thats y. but after that i found out that it is becuz they lov me. i dam sad on that day , my heart was dam pain. y i din spent the days with my mother and family well . now i regret for playing outside until so late . sometime even to 12pm. mommy stay until so late just because of me. she called me for so many times . and i didn;t anwser . i regret when she is free i din go out with her. i miss the day with her. i wish she could be still here . even if she scold me or even beat me. i i i... can't hate myself athought i hate vry much. i lov the days that she bring me up , i lov everything she gave me. but... it's to late...
too late ... too late... ilove you mom... i will smile for you forever!

nO title

2007-11-05T07:09:00.000-08:00

:LOVE YOU: Ben dan 47 ever!!! even if you don wan me... Be youR Ever lastiNg :笨蛋: -.< l'l .

nO tItLe

2007-11-05T07:07:00.000-08:00

hi ALL!!! i'm back to blogger... YEAH wooooooooo! ExAm is over!!! finally nia.... but boring sia at home.... nvr go out.... -.^ long time nvr post this blog le... now still haven change.... -.-l'l i have a sour feeling cuz.... gi-banana ang mel-babana ..... going to give a suprise to momo ren.... cuz his b'day c'ming..... AND tmr we (1E1) are going to chalet!!!! soo cool! can meet friends ... but hais..... not much staying over.... auntie also bye bye .... - -... cRy ... dono which of my brothers will stay ...O.O 10.30 going escap.... fun sia.... will be interesting!!! today morning i go buy phone with my dad ... . not the shaky w580i but is the shaky w910i .... they say can shake.... but i can't even shake loh!!! dono is spoilt or what.... i shake like siao... vry funny sia!!! ¬.<

hi there

2007-10-07T02:29:00.001-07:00